Hello! You write such nice things to me. I get tears in my eyes and all that. I have to tell you that I am ok. I am fine and Felicia and me are fine. It was just that for a while everything seemed so gloomy around me. A couple of friends are breaking up from long time relationships and we had to be there for them and that made me think. It scared me that this happened. I know, it is not rational. It happens all the time and we can't be sure of anything but it was still, kind of, upsetting.
It may seem like a silly thing to allow to get to you but I have been frustrated workwise too and Felicia is on about me getting a new job or studying instead.
And spanking has been no fun. It didn't work, was no fun and no excitment.
Things are changing. I am feeling better now. In fact, Felicia smacked my bottom yesterday and it was good. It was bad, of course, but it was good. You know what I mean.
She suddenly recalled that I am not allowed to cross my legs. We had both forgotten about this rule or task. But now she recalled it and caught me out with my feet crossed.
I know she just did it to cheer me up but there was no negotiating allowed so Miranda had to go over girlfriend's knee and get her bottom smacked.
And it was good. I liked it. I am improving.