I wrote in the last post that I can be sexy and attractive. It has never been easy for me to have the confidence to write that. I know I can be but I am still quite embarrassed about myself and my body. Felicia thinks I should be more confident. Hah! Easier said than done. But while I am embarrassed she likes to use that.
In the evenings I usually cook for her. But sometimes she can look at me when I am on my way to the kitchen, beam evilly and then say: 'in the buff, Miranda'. This means she wants me to take my clothes off and cook in the nude.
She knows I will blush and she knows I will be embarrassed and that is why she does it. She says it is therapy for me, to learn not to be ashamed of my body. I know she just says that but it works.
Cooking is not a good idea when naked. You are, kind of, exposed to all things that are hot and so in the kitchen. If Felicia is kind I am allowed to wear an apron when frying.
Anyway, I am really embarrassed at first, when I take my clothes off and walk to the kitchen, having Felicia and Bananas staring at me. But after a while I get used to it, sort of. And then something strange happens. At least when Felicia makes her way to the kitchen to stare some more at me. I find that I like her stares.
Then I blush again but this time it is because I like her eyes on me and I see in her face that she enjoys looking at me. In that moment Miranda feels a little sexy and in that moment she can believe that it is a kind of therapy.